A little irritated with myself! I went on a mission about a year and a half ago to lose weight and get into shape. I lost about 50 lbs. Yay me, right? WRONG.
I've gained 26 lbs. back. This is so irritating. I have no one else to blame but myself.
I slacked off. A lot. I let too many days pass by with no exercise. I "rewarded" myself with chocolate too many times. So now here I am, back to square ONE!
I worked really hard to lose the weight and it took me a really long time to do it.
But within a few short months, I'm back to wearing my fat pants and sweatshirts to cover up the jelly rolls around my waist. I just Googled "the fastest way to lose weight"...and everything I read, I already know. Drink more water. Start a journal, exercise, make a goal, yada, yada, yada.
Yes, Jillian Michaels, I know I am overweight and I probably do need to buy your weight loss program. But I'm broke and unmotivated. I'm mad. I just want to hide behind my bathrobe.
I want to wake up 40 lbs. lighter. I am such a dreamer.
Okay, now that I got that out of my system, I will drink more water. I will exercise. I will start a food journal, and finally I will make a goal. Let's be real, this will not be easy.
But I've got to start somewhere. So here I go...Day 1 starts NOW.
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